| I LOVE LIFE |
[Oct. 24th, 2006|04:11 pm] |
joie de vi‧vre
French. a delight in being alive; keen, carefree enjoyment of living. |
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| in the works i just want my brother to read it |
[Oct. 19th, 2006|08:13 am] |
The precursor to Terry Dam DON'T MIND THE PROFANITY in some parts it was just to unleash my bottled up anger or emphaisized on the story
I going to start off talking about my early years in life and in school, so you all know im chinese and vietnamese, i didn't know that not once did my parents tell me my background i was oblivious of my nature, First day in school my teacher taught me how to right my name the first thing i remembered was T is for TURTLE and i drew a turtle on my note book,at the end of this i remember sitting in a circle and the teacher saw my last name she was in disgust cuz it looks and sounds like swear word DAMN, So i got a teacher making fun of me RACIST BITCH! Coolest memory is when i went to a library for the first time, i was so facinated with all the books with pretty pictures i probabaly borrowed like 10 books a day after got my library card. when i first recieved my library card it said dam terry (laughs).
Grade 1 the first thing i remember was the teachers decided to pull me outta of class and throw me in a closet with an ESL (english as a second languange) teacher, i'll explain what i did in esl, i spent about and hour day in storage room and read sesame street books and he explained to me you have to add AN in front of any A word like AN AEROPLANE, also in my esl class we played card games that delt with ENGLISH. Another eventful scenario happended in grade 1, a chinese girl was introduced to the class, oh wait a minute she doesn't speak english so lets have the chinese kid talk her chinese, this stirred up alot of confusion in me cuz i really don't know chinese, OOOHHHHHHH I so despise the kids that were talking about the asian kid. So she ended up being in my esl closet class with a closet teacher, she was pretty cool becuz she draws alot better then most kids and had an older brother that knew english and he gave me dragon ball cards from china, I WAS LIKE THIS GUYS A GOD I LOVE DRAGON BALL!! Oh i remember the older brother asking me what were the names parents, I was shocked to not know my own parents names!. Oh i finall knew my parents name when reading a report card of some sort.
In grade 2 a new kid came in he was from czech republich his family moved to canada to avoid that war that was happening. So the ESL class had three kids, one born canadian thats me and two foreigners, Id always win in the games my esl teacher would make. So lets talk about what Terry learned in those years NOTHING not a cent of knowledge was learned, i probably read about 1000 books then any other kid in school and my dad had me copy those 1000 books i ve read, and wrote word for word that was my homework for the night, the bad thing about copying books is that its tiring and you really don't learn how to make a proper sentence structure( me playing sesame street games and being away from the essential learnings of english and that is why my grammer is bad), but the best thing was i was able to look at the pretty pictures, and that is what made me draw more plus cool video games on my off time from school that also inspired me to draw oh and cartoons i can go on forever. STOP!
Oh FUNNY STORY i rememeber that my big brother bought me some snacks from the food fair, and he handed to me and left Oh did i ever feast on these goodies, then my brother came back and he was like what happended to the food, and i was like you never mentioned you wanted to eat it, so i assummed it was all for me, probably the few times i ever felt guilty when i was a child. DAVE IF YOUR READING THIS SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPEN BACK THEN, IM WILLING TO PAY OFF YOUR 400$ CREDIT CARD DEBT IF YOU HELP ME TO GET MY FULL "G" BY PRETENDING TO BE ME WHEN DOING THE EXAM.
So im going to skip a few years to grade 5 where i lashed out on my ESL teacher cuz i couldn't stand learning in a god damn closet learning stuff that i think is below my level, ohhhhhhhhhh the teacher got pissed at me and he told me to leave and so i did. Grade 5 was probabaly my favourite year in ELEMENTRY school, why because lot of shit happened but first i will talk about my why i love grade 5 , my teacher is name MR Willamson he did alot of charitable things in his class he would start group and did fund raisers and such, I WAS A CLASS CLOWN, I MADE AN ASS OF MYSELF EVERY DAY JUST TO MAKE PPL LAUGH, i remembered one time i pretended to be a preganant women with her water broken whatever that means i made the whole class laughed. I also acted out the scene where TROJAN WERE INVADING IN SOME RIDICULOUS PROJECT THAT WASN''T DEALING WITH TROJANS. MOMENTS OF MY LIFE is when Mr Willamson held an ELECTION for his charity campaign that he held every year. I was like wouldn't be cool to be president SO ENTERS TERRY MALICIOUS CAMPAIGN TO BECOME COOLEST PRESIDENT I OBVIOULSY KNEW I WASN'T GOING TO WIN SO I PREPARED MY SPEECH AND CRUMBLED IT INTO A BALL AND PUT IT IN MY POCKET, AND WHEN I CAME ON THE PODIUM I MADE SURE IT WAS GOING TO BE THE FUNNIEST, and i don't remember its on video somewhere in my house. My BEST FRIEND AND NEIGHBOR BECAME PRESIDENT FOR THE FOUNDATION OF THE CHAIRITY ORGANIZATION, GOOD THING HE DID! I WOULD HAVE MADE ASS OUTTA OF THIS ORGANIZATION. ANOTHER COOL THING I DID CLASS WAS I WOULD ALWAYS CALL OUT IM "BATMAN!" Then My teacher would come right out and say your not BATMAN IM BATMAN cuz my names BRUCE, THEN I WAS LIKE SHIT YOUR RIGHT. Then a few years later BATMAN BEYOND CAME OUT! I remember yelling out to mr williamson IM BATMAN! (if you watch batman beyond, batman bruce wayne retired his mantle and passed it on to Terry McGinnis )
SO TIME TO TALK ABOUT MY DAYS OFME BEING AN ARSON AND A THIEF, OH YES I DID SOME CRIMINAL ACTIVIT.
I CALL THIS SAGA IN MY LIFE
PIERROT MASQUERADE PIRACY
My early days as my life of a Thief and beginning of becoming a pirate. Somehow one day my friend started stealing and somehow i went along with it are main target since were kids was OBVIOUSLY IS TOYS R US so when we started we just stole small things like stealing cards; batman cards, basket ball cards, power ranger cards, candy etc. IN THE LINE OF THEIVERY WE WOULD SAY WE TAXED THAT SHIT. It honestly became addicting we would steal collections of toys i remeber helping my friend complete a batman ,x-men and power rangers sets that all little boys dreamed of having, Stealing evolved and became a HIEST we stole three times a day and we did it every day, it got to point where stealing action figure was too easy, so we planned to steal ninja swords sets and ninja stars and nerf guns. WE DID IT WITH PERCISION NO REMORSE WHAT SO EVER. For some GOD KNOWN reason my house became the homebase of operation, and when you steal don't bury it in the garden when you know your FRIENDS DAD IS A GARDENER.
FUNNY STORY! About GARDENERS. Do you kids out thier remember Stretch Arm Strong, he was the toy that you were able to stretch him like thousands meters or that is what commericial saidm, so we tested the toys capabilitlies, so every limb the toy had one person was grabing on to it, and what a coincedince i had friend named ALEX GARDERNER (this foreshadows the fall of PIERROT MASQUERADE PIRACY) i think ALEX WAS PULLING ON THE HEAD OF ARMSTRONG cuz that was the part that wasn't gooey, we did count down and pulled as far we could and it snapped back and broke and all the insides of ARMSTRONG WHEN ON TOP ALEX GARDNER'S HEAD.(THIS STUFF IS TOO FUNNY IM LAUGHING WHILE WRITING!) OH MAN it looked grossed it was all sticky,their was no way to recover from this, curly blonde hair and the insides of arm strong don't mix, HAAHAHAHA oh man! My mom decides to cut his hair and she did terrible job in cutting it thier was no way we could save the curly hair of a white kid he had huge bald spot HAHAHA. Second eventful hiest was when we stole alot of silly putyt like a paper bag full it was like fad thing in the thievery circle cuz Silly Putty was the hottest toy out at the time it streatches and you can mold it into a ball and you can bounce it but the main selling point of this toy is that it GLOWS, one of friend decides it would be funny to grab a glob of silly putty and just smash it right into Alex GARDENERS head HAHAHAHHA oh man the look on his face. Alex ended up whining and screaming so we decide cut his hair and we did a terrible and my mom came along and she decides to cut it and she ends up giving Alex really short hair.
THE CONCLUSION OF THE PIERROT MASQUERADE PIRACY
It started to go down hill when my dad found alot toys in plastic bags stashed in his garden, i didn't hide my goods this way i like to play with what i steal so i stashed my stuff under my bed. One mourning we decide to do a big heist were going to start stealing power ranger megazords and the electronic yak baks where u record your own voice and play it back. For some strange reason my friends steal any big things the thing i stole and it was the last thing i stole from toys r us was a yo yo with a megazord on it, so i came home and the cops were at my house and I WAS LIKE BUSTED i ended up getting yelled at and got a record for stealing, Oh It didn't stop there we stole from wal mart but then for some reason the thrill of stealing died down maybe because walmart installed some high tech security cameras i vaguely remember this.
Coolest thing we did one summer is we decided to go camping in middle of the day in hot dry summer, oh we didn't bring tents we brought matches and cigerettes so some older kids can try out smoking. So we headed out to some field and we walked around for a bit and one of my friend im going to call him pankeo in this story he found a dead snake in a hole so we decided to make a camp fire with sticks and dry leaves and roast the snake. It was cool to watch, oh we ended up finding beer bottles and pretended to making molotov cocktails and we just chucked the beer bottles with the little flames inside. Another friend mine dicided it would be fun to throw matches and then stomp on the fires, all my friend other friend joined along, we kept throwing matches and stomped on it untill on fire got out of control it erupted in huge blaze, for some some odd reason thier was huge amound of black carpet in the fields we could've used it to stop the fire but we all laughed instead untill some old man that was hiking in the fields he yelled" what the fuck you kids doing." as soon as we saw the old guy we booked it, and hid away for while, and in seconds fire trucks came to put down the fire, i remember i was like ecstatic my blood was pumping like crazy and thiers this one dude he lived on my old street like 3 years older me this guy started to cry like no other, i was thinking what is this kid crying for, i thought it was freaking awesome. So thats my story of ARSON in the PIERROT MASQUERADE PIRACY. Oh the ARSON DOESN'T STOP THERE IT WILL CONTINUE IN THE FUTURE IN A HUMOUROUS MANNER.
RACISM SUCKS!
First time i experienced racism first hand, actually i experienced racism and bullying when i was younger but never but wasn't untill some one explained to me, but one summer and my friend Jerome AKA DOME and I were just hanging out i think we had some tacos at taco bell that day too and we decided to head back to his house play some snes, we were walking on the high way and a some bigot driving his green car open his windows yelled out NIGGER!! and threw a soft taco at us, actaully towards my friends cuz he was black i didn't really understood what happen at that point so me and jerome laughed it off untill we got to his house were she explained about racism. Second time experienced Racism was at block buster hanging out with my brother and his friends ( i consider them my friends too by i usually say my brothers friends) I will call this guy Jdick, he was this racist skin head that we knew in school, he confronted us at block buster and he called my group that i was hanging out CHINKS, i was like what is that supposed to mean , but my brother and his friends were startled so they left and i went back home, later that day they came back from the mall with my brother all beat up, and i ask WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED!? My brothers friend said JDICK pinned my brother down while he filled him in the face with his fist. I questioned my friends "WHY THE FUCK DIDN"T YOU GUYS HELP HIM YOU GUYS PUSSYED OUT!." WHAT KIND FRIENDS YOU GUYS ARE LETTING DOWN A LOYAL SOLDIER/COMRADE (the beginnings in what i call the FALLEN FRIENDS ACT.) So the next day My brother was ready to fight JDICK WITH TOTALL VENGEANCE, but it was stopped by my brothers friends cuz they told prinicple and it stopped they fight i iwas ready to jump this fuck with a pencil if my brother fought.
One halloween i was gearing up to JUMP THIS FUCKER AND BEAT HIM FOR WHAT HE DID TO MY BROTHER, I WAS WEARING BLACK HOODIE AND HALLOWEEN MASK AND CARRYING A BAT OR HOCKEY STICK OR WHATEVER I HAD IN MY HOUSE AT THE TIME. So i was waiting at the kirby park for this Guy but he had two guys with him and if went their with my stick and fought this guys I WOULD"VE GOTTEN MY ASS KICKED SO I ABORTED MY MISSION. This will be mentioned in
THE FALLEN FRIENDS ACT
Lets talk about Sweatshops Oh yes my mom worked at one and still does, and i worked at sweat shop for the summer and pround of it i was able to earn 400 bucks but i think i made less cuz my mom probabaly lied to me to decided give me more money .
Grade 7-8
My antics in class was legendary my friends called me a GOD. I even had a cult going on called GAP(God's Assination Program)
This is the story time were i felt high and mighty it happened in RECESS i was playing around and my shoes got untied and iwas about to tye them right back up but one of my friends suggested that we get another kid to tye me shows and so we did, we forced a kid to tye my shoes, i was like wow this is pretty cool. I AM A GOD!
So i was contemplating in becoming a vegetarian untill my German straightend me out, but first im going to talk about why i was thinkin in doing the change of diet. |
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| LIVE LIFE LOVE |
[Oct. 16th, 2006|02:34 am] |
I've been doing alot of thinking, my friend's father just recently passed away from cancer. He was a charming guy i would always see him and his wife at the whitby mall or the groceries they always end up saying hi to me, actually was a hi with my name so it was more meaningful greeting, i also see him jog around my nieghborhood sometimes, he was a really healthy guy. Delroy if your reading this i give you my sincerest condolences to you and your family. I would like to be some kind of pillar of support in your family somehow.
Did you know when my dad first came to canada he met Terry Fox when he was crossing canada, and that is why he named me Terry, wierd thing is i was born on the atsrological zodiac insignia known as CANCER, coincidence??? whats even more wierder My last name has 3 letters just like Terry Fox, coincidence??? ( for the ppl that i've met through out china, travellers, and ppl alike and are reading this and are not familiar with canada or canadian heros, Terry Fox had cancer ,in his leg and he had to get that amputated, so he decides to make it his goal to do a cross country jog to cross one end of canada to the other end, tragically the cancer spread to a fatal zone and lost his life with out completeing his DREAM/GOAL. But his achievements raised millions of dollars for cancer research.
I feel like talking about this cuz i only told this to one person.it was like a year ago i think when this occured, i was about to leave the house to go to my grandma's house one day, my dad came to me and told me, he is going to give me his retirement gift from his job that he get after working more then 30+ years, then told me that he quit smoking, I was like ,thats awesome thing you did, then he showed me his teeth it looked terrible, its like those pictures in those cigerette packages, then he told me he was going to die. In my head, i was like SHIT not good. Then i asked if he went to the doctor, after this point my mind went all hazy and can't remember the whole conversation, so i left the house headed to my grandma's place. I was like 5 mins to my grandmas and it started to rain heavily and at this point, when it hit me my dad could die from smoking, I stood in the rain and i balled my eyes out crying, and in my mind right now, i ve been thinking about all the stuff i did with my dad in the early years of growing up, he introduced me to Nintendo, i learnt how to write from him, i learnt how to draw from him, and u know what he taught me hold and how to use a pencil in which is when i started to love to draw. I really don't know if my dad has cancer or not, his teeth gums are forever messed so he had to get that operated looks healthy these days. This is whole scenario that took place that day, happend too perfectly like a noir filme, you know kinda like in west side story the girl is in love with the guy , that her brother killed , and by luck the guy kills the girls brother and sad ending happens. Another wierd thing is when june 29 occurs, note that it was day i was born it has always rained on that day, last year when i was in canada, i woke up and ate my breakfast and i blatant said it out loud its not going to rain today, but then a few mins later its started to rain, not a whole lot of rain its more of mourning shower, and in china when i had my birthday it rained on that day too. Usually ppl associate rain with sadness and grief this is what ppl would call it pathetic fallacy, i don't see the sadness in the rain cuz i know that not all countries get rain so i feel sympathetic to those places, and this how i look at it, after every rain storm ends thiers always the god given white light that gets refracted by the gleaming crystals of life ends up making a mulitutude of colours thousands of variant hues and tones and that is timeless and understandable through out all cultures and all existential plains through out space, thus we all return to the void of space, UNITY AT ITS FINEST.
I can't remember the scientist name but i will quote him,"were all made up of star dust."
Me talkin about god sounds like im preaching but I'm not. Im not a religious man at all, To me God is the everything of the nothing. He exist but doesn't exist and he is the duality of man.
Quote from Miyamoto Musashi the legendary sword saint "When you go to a war/battle praise the gods but don't rely on them." These are the words i live by, i live on my own free will, my own strength, i do what ever i can to reach my goals, i'll do it with my god damn hands! GOD BLESSED ME!
So anyways i got that outta of my chest, it was been caged for too long and ineeded to express in one form or another.
Note that i don't find it wrong to smoke cuz i kinda it think its cool, all my favourite characters smoke like in my favourite series ONE PIECE:romance dawn the pirate chef eg) SANJI and MAJOR SMOKER, also i have the habit putting my pencil in my mouth and pretending it was a cigerette NOTE that i don't smoke, ( I will talk about HABITS and how i understood them in my next post)
OH! the part about my dad naming me Terry cuz he met Terry Fox thats all Bull Shit, i didn't want the reader to feel depressed when reading this so i had to break the tension.
click on this link TENSION BREAKER!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=LbvP7dT3Dx0
REAL BREAKERS TRU BBOYS JESTERS MY HERO
http://youtube.com/watch?v=kNvCl5L5cjs
http://youtube.com/watch?v=-H-RVp2djyE
BORN VS RONNIE
http://youtube.com/watch?v=zOf42pru4FQ
I got to say sorry for not keeping my journal updated for the ppl that are reading, sorry for my bad english( another story to be told in the counterpart of this journal known as the precursor arc of the life of a lone wolf).
So anyways what are ppl wondering about these days about thier asian fellow, so i decide i will keep you updated what im doing in the past month, i've been painting, drawing, playing arcades(cool story in the arcade that happen just recently , i was playing a fighting game GAROU Mark of the Wolves, and my controller's buttons the kick buttons were disabled so all i had was a jab and a strong hook, i took all the readings and teaching from Musashi and Bruce lee and merge it into my fighting style before i fought, I WAS FORMLESS, i fought like a demon only seen in bloody life and death confrontation, I read every single move that the opponent unleashed, i've excuted all my moves with pin point percision, I WAS LASER GUIDED BY THE DEMONS WITHIN ME, in the way i was i fighting I made it to the second last boss, I was blessed with centuries of knowledge honed by the great strategist and figthers! BECOME THY ENEMY. So i flawless beaten every single opponent to reach the god of war a guy named GRANT a fearsome foe. I out witted him the first round and destroyed him in an instance, In the second round and took him down to critical amount of his life and he turned it around by crushing me with violet storm of violent death that defies human strength, In the last round I tasted victory it was within my grasp, but it turned to worst of scenarios , i stood in the corner and i hopped over his super kick that made a crescent cut that destroys you if it touches you, i decided to pull my super move known as the shine knuckle, it activated i was zooming towards him fractions of mm close to victory, At this moment i felt i wasn't content in what i was doing, i knew in my heart the only reason i pulled out the super move was to end it with a bang or in hopes that i beat him by luck (refer to the musashi quote), i ended up losing cuz he smashed me with his super, i had all the time that the game gave me if i waited for an opening i would've have won.)
So ANYWAYS HERE IT IS i give you something to read about cuz i decided that i won't be writing journals or posting pictures untill i return to canada, im going to spend my time writing, painting ,drawing and hanging out with the fam. Next update is the precursor of my life its for the ppl that think they know me but don't really and for the ppl i ve met recently in my life, the reason why im writing this is becuase i read book written by Stewart Swedrlew and i decided to do some time travelling, and now you can read about how terry came to be who he is now.
AND IM GOING TO BLATANTLY ADMIT THAT I got teary eyed when WRITING about what happened to my friend's dad and when i was writing about my dad and what he told meon that rainy day, im getting all EMO right now i might have to write a song or something HAHAHA.
LIVE LIFE AND PROSPER |
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| PHOSPHERUS STARTED A FIRE |
[Sep. 26th, 2006|02:50 am] |
IT IS NOW TIME TO SHED LIGHT TO MY ICANDESCENT LIFE IN THE LAND WHERE THE SUN SETS. IF YOU BEEN KEEPING TABS ON MY WEBSITE YOU KNOW THAT IT HASN'T BEEN UPDATED IN A LONG TIME,SO TODAY I GIVE YOU MONTHS WORTH OF STORIES
UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!( Read more... ) |
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[Jun. 15th, 2006|11:31 pm] |
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something to let ur eyes to feast on untill i can properly make a good well deserved LJ POST! this picture i drew after reading like 64 chapters of AIRGEAR < it's comic about rollerblading with high tek blades, it reminds me of JET SET RADIO for my dream cast and the artwork is FUCKIN SWEET!! Will probably be drawing people with sweet rollerblades! |
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| BORN WITH A KNIFE BETWEEN MY TEETH |
[May. 13th, 2006|09:49 pm] |
SORRY FOLKS! no journal and pictures today except the one on top. Been quite busy when the bestest white boy friend from Canada that came to China, his name is Lucas "the gweilo" Brailsford. I'll write a proper journal when Lucas gets deported outta of China, it will give me time to prepare (uploading photos is a bitch it takes alot of time) So here is some info about whats going on, i've crossed mountains with no food in my stomach, fought off child like mountain bandits, ate a popsicle of the ground, played lots of ping pong and jumpin on various galleons while fighting off crazed blood thirsty pirates under the ultra violet light i call my life. |
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| the good guy pose |
[Apr. 25th, 2006|05:46 pm] |
hahah I got the thumbs up from Rock Lee and GERMAN yesterday! |
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[Apr. 25th, 2006|02:47 pm] |
a test run with ink and brush!
FIRST STEP TO THE PATH OF GOLD |
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